I am determined to get back in the saddle and write more regular posts on this blog... I always intended this to be my thinking space (so does this mean I haven't been thinking for the last few months? possibly...)
I have been pre-occupied with many things lately, starting clinical rotations... moving house... missing so many people... health 'stuff'
But just now I am on a high... finishing your first clinical rotation with such a good result can do that :) and if I can help it this new found feeling is going to stay with me for the remainder of the year!
Over the last 6 weeks I was taught how to have confidence in myself! I'm still in the early stages of this learning curve but my supervisors have started me off with a bit more self belief and it makes a big difference. I just need to find out how to nurture it and make it grow because I still have a ways to go.
Right now I am only looking forward, life feels so sweet just now and I hope I can keep hold of this feeling... I CAN do this, I just proved it by doing so well. I AM going to be graduating in December with my class I can almost taste it... no more me saying IF I graduate. I passed musculoskeletal (the area I find the hardest) so nothing is going to stop me continuing to do well in all the other placements... I just have to continue to believe in myself!
4 weeks ago