Crazy fun here I come....

I am about to go off to the first day of a 3 day jam packed dance workshop weekend!

Today its 9am-5pm (with a less than hour break for lunch) of dance workshops, information says a sampling of European dances especially from Russia in the morning and then Bulgarian dances in the afternoon. I am both excited and nervous...I have prepared as best I can, meds, lignocaine, TENS, more meds, good shoes, snacks and I have promised myself that I wont try and pretend I am fine...if I need to sit out and just watch so be it, I will listen to my body.

We also have a party tonight (as well as tomorrows workshops, a gala dinner and then another party and then revision on Sunday morning...does that just make your head spin like mine does?), whether I actually end up going tonight is another matter, I am just staying cool, calm and collected and if I don't well thats ok as I want to be going tomorrow to the big dinner and dance party.

I am slightly nervous but people keep telling me to be positive and I'll be fine...how come being positive automatically means you will be fine? I can be positive all I like and still not get through simple tasks some days, just shows they dont understand really what this is like for me. BUT I am positive all the same, positive that I will enjoy myself to the max and have loads of fun, but I'm also positive that I wont push myself too hard to the point where I am prone to have an accident...that is the last thing I need lol!

I am prepared as much as I can be, so now I just relax and enjoy myself! Take care.